Details about violent, part 1.

About circumcision, to boys and girls..
Boys r very small babies, when their parents give judgement to them, but girls grow up since about 6-9 years old before culture, parents or village give judgement to bring them to hospital, by circumcision. They start to understand already a little, but still they r so innocent, so clean children! Who can say truthfully he/ she feel some normal, warm feelings when they r adult+ ready to make home/ family, etc? To me, men explain how they r not so horny, they can give better and deeper enjoying to woman into sex ache, but it is directly the otherside! Men can't keep their hand out of me, their tongue come out of their mouth, etc and something uncredible! And women, for some reason they become fat, WHY? Every adult hope to feel wonderful feelings, warm, enjoyful, etc, but time after time, women and men can't get wht they hope, and wht we 100% human beings feel, men start to search other women, and women start to grow up their body. Cs their job is done directly after baby/ babies hv made.  WHY CAN'T ANY ONE OPEN THESE IDIOT MINDING PPL BRAINS+ MIND??!! These killers explain how coran, religion, etc, give order for it, but it is SATANS LIE!!Only wht I'll hope with this so strong hating feeling, is that IF nature wake ppl up, or then kill ALL OF US= we don't deserve to live!! 

Welcome. And welgo, part 4

So, into tat way it is...
Just CAN'T understand or accept this endless torture! Many hundred years ago, maybe even thousand year ago, ONLY ONE family, one person, wrote book, coran. I'll believe it happened time after big war, so many husband and father, diet, wifes and mothers stayed to home with their children and without salary. Then some person patent to write book being, at first, advice, later ONLY order over law, over civilization, over humanity!! This ssatans tale book keep years after years, all ppl so blind, so leaf, so PROGRAMMED machine! Doctors r NOT human, yhey r wild beasts! Now my egyptian brothen is very worried c his, with his wife, 3 months old son, who was born by INNOCENT to this criminal book blindly following! But also doctor operated to baby boy, SATANS CIRCUMCISION!= baby become adult, no feelings, no enjoying of making love= programmed machine. And WHY??! This father didn't even suspect is that book wht, he judged own son to loose his humanity!And every man who wanna date with me (in Africa+ Arab countries) he don't understand meaning of hugging, being hand in hand, etc, ONLY sleep, work, eat and fully mechanic sex act. And they wait I can be same kind of as they! Ou satan, how I despise these blind one writer written book and every  parents r BAD! They teach own child/ children to follow book as blindly as teyselves! Live in this condition and try to be friendly and patient!? If u wanna try, check about this fairy tale book, come to Africa or to Arab countries and test, can u be as u'ld be. 

More about regular life in Finland, part 1

After returned to Finland, Vihti, asked privat helper to help me with my workdays. One company sounds the best so, called to owner/ chief woman, Anne L, aasked her to call disable officer in city office. Ok, we started and directly from beginning started to wondering, why every helper of mine, they was 3 women who changed to do this work from their work place in pass, to be like a little too much exiting with me. Why? Am hard to keep and excellent strong minding but still, WHY? Met Anne at beginning and was stupid cs believed her plans about helpers orders. She keep about 30 persons to work with severely disables. It´s hard work, harder by mindly, but from beginning Anne was away a lot, away from her office+ away from her mobile. Then new young woman into office of Anne, Marianne by her name, responsed my calls and told me: Anne is in her vacation. After many times, called as many times, and Marianne promised she´ll give my call requests to Anne, she called to me. Anne told me now she is away from her work cs sick, she´ll meet me into next week after her sick leave, but waited since over day Anne promised to meet me. Again called her, needed and still need helper work with me but women stopped their work with aml- service cs too uncertain work life. But Marianne answered me Anne is her vacation! Wht else Anne remember do then keep vacation?? How about we severely disables regulat days?? How about privat helpers work areas, orders, etc??THIS IS LIFE IN FINLAND! Fight, if u wanna survive of ur  days like normally health person! But how we could?! For example I hv large brain damage= I need to fight for myself AND for helpers! Is it direct, even by moral? Who can give sensible response to me+ to every disable in Finland? Thx, if u can.

2 positive things about Finland.

 After started to get into sharpe completely independetly, started to plan tattoos to remind me about my rude, bad and negative past with lot of violent with alcohol being finnish men of mine. It was 2009. After 7 tats in Helsinki, woodoo tattoo Pave, very good tattoist, found excellent professional tattoist in Karkkila, still in Finland, blackswantattoo and Janne Savolainen! He is the most of near the perfect tattoist. He ask me to explain wht kind of image I want. After told him a little, his fingers start to travel with pen, into paper. When will complete my reason to tattoo, he show me wht he drew, and when I see it, can ask him to fix ONLY couple small things. He tell me wht kind of colors is the best choose of exactly this story, and u all can look at these photos now. R these good or bad tattoos? Am happy of these and wish u all to visit in Karkkila, that small city in about 75 kilometers from Helsinki city center to north. WELCOME U ALL! Another positive thing in Finland is song artist Kaija Koo, she sing only by finnish but if u use translate= u´ll understand how much thing every song keep inside of it. I LOVE HER SONGS! Hope to both of them the best future, they deserve it! <3 

More about Karviainen.

Need to tell u more about  of local government:
After was with this brainless doctor, at 9th to June 2014 and he could see only computer but no any listening about my symptomps, was very tired+ sick. Almost 1 year into whole time sick when my privat helper asked another doctor timetable to take me in. Now today, at last, was into meeting of young woman doc. SURPRISE! Doctor Jenna had/ have ears to listen patient, checked my body, my old mediticamment, etc. Only couple times checked from computer about my old sicknesses and mediticament into my dosetts. So, now met FIRST doctor who remember aliving human being= Jenna is her name. And even she could be my daughter, so young she is, but she put stuff to take exams, and all wht can do like basic!! After have been back in Finland to ask doctor help, with my privat helpers, Raili, Ninni and Veera, found this VALUABLE doctor!! THANK U, DEAR jENNA!

Police in Finland.

This IS polices work todays Finland: No work, but yes salary. Few examples from 1 person= me. 1, after got this dangerous and debiliting sickness, some one stole my all moneys into about 8 months time, stole my stuff at home and destroyed my name.  After started to get into sharpe, asked police investigation and police answered: U hv to search persons who all u suspect, then u need to find one who is guilty, and with this one person u´ll come to police office and we start to check condition. 2, When was into wrong reasons behind closed unit, called police to help me with law of Finland, police answered: The mental health act goes over police law. Asked: How about the first law in Finland country? Police: The mental health act walk also over this law, our hands r bound. Yes. 3, when was in Lohja, unit 1 into closed unit by homeless reason, understood at first that my interner modem disappear. Nurses tried to find it, nothing. After found flat+ opened my loggages, understood how much some one stole of these. Asked police to find these+ guilty, cs my loggages went directly to linen room, wht is always locked and only nurses hv keys to there. Police wanted only know wht was into my hand bag. Of course it was full cs travelled Egypt- Finland, so, nurses wrote up only vallet, no just any of very big loggage+ middle size another. Police complite investigation and aked me to make settlement argeement. Do I really hv to do so after MANY GOOD THINGS COULD DO WITH, IF HAD THESE??!! So, police is mobile service today= Welcome to european union!!

My life in real Finland

1 true reason of many of these, why shame to be woman from Finland is this:
1 month bf started to return to Finland, asked via email of few city workers if they help me to find me home with furniture and privat helper, who is official right to severely disable= to me. Wht happened? At first: they wrote me by emal they start to do these immediatly after am in this country. When was in area of few small cities+ villages politician name Karviainen- area, to me happen many bad thing but also good things, also one social worker promised she´ll meet me after 3 days. Nothing happened over 3 weeks= this severely disable was behind psychiatrian closed unit by homeless and so alone. Was happy cs these, cs these psychiatrics took care of me, NOT disable officer in Karviainen. But cs doctors didn´t give up, Officers Sella+ Kaisa came to meet me and THEN they promised again start to find me home, privat helper and disables taxi card. After 1½ weeks, they put me to be 2 weeks in hotel, still alone, but excellen nurse Tuija took perfectly care of me, visited for me in super market, etc, and Kaisa told me, had to wait since they furnish this studio to me. Then came to this flat, furnished, she told me, and got schock! 1 small bed, 1 soffa, 2 carpets, 1 small bookcase and in kitchen was floppy coffee maker+ many things to eating. Into next day got concussion, still so alone.Many other bad things happened to me, thx to these satans workers who all explain they work via custom service! SHITS! Kaisa promised me, I buy end of furniture, social office buy to me. After did so+ bring all builts to her, she didn´t keep her words= was without money+ alone. <sella found at last orivat helper with few hours helping/ monthly. Lost my nervs, called them and told wht think about them, Sella gave me txi card a little earlier, and she talked with privat helper company manager Anne, who is wonderful person+ woman! All thx to her!! After their calling, 2 days later got doulpe way these hours their helping. I send schecking vestigation to social and healthly ministry ifthey check this asshole Karviainen and their lies, cheatings and under all humanity being working to me. So, lets wait wht happen in this MODERN, HIGH TECNOLOGIST COUNTRY where politics steale hundred thousands by every month from citizen who all pay and pay without getting any else then empty words= WELCOME TO FINLAND! If u haven´t be alone, in here u really r, no police, no human rights, yes paying.