... Rakkaus on ikuista. Vai onko? Love is forevedr. Or is it?

Asuin Kaarina-siskoni ja hänen miehensä kotona n, kuukauden, lähtien ulkomaille joulukuun puolenvälin tienoilla v. 2012. Pari kuukautta myöhemmin kaikki asiat oli hoidettu molemmin puolin kuntoon. Juttelimme toki paljon ja kaikesta, mm, rakastan siskoani haluten hänen elävän niin kauan kuin vain on mahdollista, Aria myös.Pyysin siskoa miehensä kanssa muuttamaan lämpimään maahan, esimerkiksi sinne minne minäkin, hän kertoi ettei Ari lähde, joten sanoin: Jos hän ei lähde, niin eikö hän voi pitää huolta kissoista niin ne saavat elää loppuikänsä kotonaan, vanhoja kun ovat jo? Sisko vastasi että jos hän jonnekin muuttaa, niin rakkaansa Williamin luo USA:han. Selvennykseksi sanon että sisko+ Ari= aviopari ja William+ vaimonsa= aviopari. Kun olin niin typerä että sanoin: tule alkuun luokseni, myöhemmin voit muuttaa Williamin luo, jos hän on vapaa silloin. Nyt sain TITÄÄ että: lähdöstäni on nyt kulunut 7 kuukautta, kun kaikki asiatkin oli hoidettu, oli helmikuun puoliväli. Siskolla täytyy siis olla tyhjää pään sisällä ja paljon, kun kerran n, 2 kuukautta myöhemmin, toukokuun aikana, tapahtui totaalinen sisarusrakkauden kuolema. N, 4 kuukautta hänen siis täytyi pelata nettipelejään ja ihmetellä mikä mättää ja missä, ja viimein hän keksi sen! Pääsikö hän pelissään ehkä seuraavalle tasolle kun kuningasajatus ilmestyi hänelle? 5 kuukautta lähtöni jälkeen hän ei enää jaksa (mitä) ja nyt Ari kertoi ettttttä sisko ei jaksaa koska painostin häntä jättämään Arin JA 7 KUUKAUTTA SITTEN!?! Selvä, ihan miten vain haluat, rakas sisko, mutta jospa kuntouttaisit päätäsi niin muistaisit myös omat sanasi paremmin. Käviskö näin? Jos johonkin painostin, niin myönnän, painostin häntä huolehtimaan itsestään paremmin että hän ei kuolisi niin pian, koskamyös liikalihavuus voi tappaa. No, tapoin sillä hänen viimeisen pisaran inhimillisyydestä tietokoneen näytön ulkopuolelta. Mutta, Löysin jotakin jota arvostan enemmän: Miehensä Arin suoraselkäisyyttä ja oikeudenmukaisuutta, HIENOA!! 1 syy lisää kasvavaan perustelulaatikkooni: Häpeän olla suomalainen nainen koska jopa oma siskopuoli on peto. Miehensä ei ole, kiitos Arille siitä.

Residential Kaarina, my sister and her husband at home, a month, from abroad around the middle of December in 2012. A couple of months later, everything was taken care of on both sides of the state. We talked a lot and of course it all, mm, I love my sister, wanting her to live as long as possible, Ari too. Asked sister and her husband to relocate to a warm country, for example, to where I am, he told me that Ari source, so I said: If he does not start, would not he take care of the cats, so they will live the rest of his life at his home, the old have? My sister said that if he somewhere to change, so William had loved ones in the USA. Of clarification, I say that the sister +Ari= married couple, William  and his wife = a married couple.When I was so stupid that I said, Come with me to the top, you can change later William had, if he is free then. Now that I got a titanium: the output is now passed 7 months, when all the kind of stuff branded had been treated, was a mid-February. Sister must, therefore, be an empty head inside and a lot of the time, a two months later, in May, there was total sibling love death. N, 4 months, therefore, he had to play their games online and wonder what's wrong and where, and finally he came up with it! Did he may have in their game to the next level when the king came to him the idea? 5 months after I left, he is no longer able (what) and now Ari told me that the sister did not keep because I put pressure on him to leave Ari AND 7 MONTHS AGO!?! Okay, whatever you want, my dear sister, but if only rehabilitate your head so you remember to also post your words better. How about this? If I put pressure on one, so I admit, I put pressure on him to take care of themselves better that he did not die as soon as possible, because even obesity can kill. Well, I killed it in his last drop of humanity outside of the computer screen. But, I found something which I appreciate more: her husband, Ari, and upright justice, WELL DONE! September 1 adds to the growing of the box: I am ashamed to be a Finnish woman because even in my half-sister is a beast. Her husband is not, thanks to Ari about it.

Welcome... Orthen noup, part 3

When I came to Urghada, first hotel  manager took me inside on his wings so, he have been my saving angel Mohamed. Otherwise, WHO is honest in here, Egypt?! First owner of flat wht rented, wanted to take me his business partner, etc, soon started to come explainings wht kind of sex he, MARRIED man, want with me, piss games and nauh'ghty things. For some reason told him: Nope. Then this Hostein started to put his cousin to marry me. If I buy at first car him so he can bring us food from super market, etc. Moved away and after came to Hadaba, Came this internet problem. One man, Tarek, helped me and soon he told me with small english, he love me and wanna marry me.Lived in ground floor with windows open, so Tarek started to come inn from window by morning nights, when was sleeeeep, came over me and kissed as long as lost my control and took into my hand some thing and: If u don't go to hell right now, will beat u with this! He went away and soon came back, always by 1.00-3.00am. In same time neighbour wantede to take me his sister so, he could be my brother Mohamed diver.After got this knee joint fracked, wht came for Tarek, diver found me woman to help cs Nile-hospital put heavy geps without sticks or any, so locked to bed over 2 weeks! Felt my life is over now, orthopedict wanted to make half replaicment but its very expensive, even I have bad osteoporosis.Diver bring me doctor Foda, who change soft and small geps so started to jump with walking machine but needed help.Then this woman, Diana stole me, after it diver asked 300EGP since 2 weeks later he bring it back AND he sell my dog and will give in same time also 500EGP to me. Tarek friend, young Ramadan became to my dear friend, waladi, soon. Papa Romany, my flat owner, sked his young neighbour, Mohamed Salah, to find me flat. Mohmed did so, helped me to move, put my stuffs lik HIS places, not mine and started to keep my money into his pocket, etc. Mohamed told me, he like me and wanna help me, to his friend (waladi) Ramadhan he told, am his business. I didn't know it, now will know BETTER! When I started to want my money back, nothing was to him, he told me, he bought food to me. HALLELUJAA! About, MINIMUM 800EGP-1200EGP is still with Mohamed Salah, + mobile. After him, in super market man with dog called to his friend, Tharwat, to help me and food at home. Tharwat did so, ask me to trust egyptian ppl, I gave him 100EGP to bring mediticament from pharmacy. Young Abdullah came also and told me to call him if need some. New home doorman Hany, took man to destroy mosq2uitos, and stand next to me this first time. Building owner _Mina is right minding and christian man. I started to check all this.. Diver= not 800EGP. Mohamed Salah= stole me about 1000EGP and tried to tell that papa Romany want 600GP from me (NEVER). I didn't give this money to Mohamed Salah. Tharwat= Haven't bring mediticament or money, don't even answer my calls. Ramadhan, business man, explain to me: Mohamed Salah help u! Yes, he help me to loose money, THX Ramadhan. Abdullah also took 100EGP to mediticament, he is away and sometimes answer, tell me always that tomorrow hw'll come to Urghada. And bonus is: Second time this mosquitos destroyer came alone. Am disable with 1 leg and walking machine so, can't run after. Shouted to -Hany, he didn't come. Called to Tharwat, he translated how this man is at work bla bla blah, so I let him inn and he went to bed room, came out with running and told me only: five minits. Started to suspect him and went to bed room, NO laptop anymore! How I can respect any egyptian man anymore? I HATE THEM!!! Of course they take disable, or old, sick person from who they take the end of wht we have!! Was in policw station, they ONLY can write reports (their only work IS write) So, cs don't have law or any, do I hv many choises wht will start to do and to who? Any one, DON'T come to Urghada, or to whole Egypt!!

Suomalaisen lähimmäisrakkaus.. Finnish love of neighbor...

... Mikä se on?... Onko sitä enää olemassakaan?...What is it? ... Is it no longer exist? Luulin ja uskoin sen olemassaoloon ja vahvana siteenä jota vain ei voi katkaista ihan helposti.. Voi kuinka väärässä olin, huomaan sen nyt. Kun olin yksin ja helvetissä, yllätys oli iso ja kaunein mahdollinen: Sisarpuoleni
Kaarina tuli avukseni, ainoa henkilö joka halusi auttaa ja hän, yhdessä miehensä Arin kanssa, siirsi minut asumaan luokseen Turkuun.Lähtiessäni maailmalle hän, toki Ari oli mukana kaikessa mutta Kaarina siskona oli läheisempi ja rakkaampi, tuki ja neuvoi parhaansa mukaan, toki yritin tehdä samoin sekä siskolle että hänen miehelleen, olinhan heidän siivellään,  ja lähtiessäni kauas pois halasimme ja lupasimme pitää yhteyttä. Alkuun niin kävikin, pikkuhiljaa tuli viileämpiä sanoja ja viestejä, kunnes yhtäkkiä loppui KAIKKI siskon yhteydenpito. Olen vammainen ja tyhmä, laajan aivovaurion saanut, joten teen tosi paljon virheitä ja väärin, mutta olen pyytänyt siskoa oikaisemaan minut AINA kun niin teen ja hän lupasi. Joten, mikä voi olla tullut väliimme? Tiedän, tietokone+ nettipelit ovat hänelle kaikki kaikessa mutta että tämä?! Kun edes tietäisin missä tein niin kovin väärin, ettei hän lähetä yhden yhtä sanaa tai sano yhtään sanaa, Ari kertoi heidän olevan kunnossa kun huolestuneena kysyin heidän vointiaan. Onko tällainen aikuisen käytöstä? Toivoin siskon apua/ osaanottoa kirjani tekoon, jos hän kääntäisi tekstin englanniksi, hänellä kun on parempi englanti kuin minulla. Nyt olen siis YKSIN, ei kotia, ei kotikaupunkia, ei kotimaata, ei ystäviä eikä siis kai perhettäkään. Mitä minulla on? Kaunis, vaihtuva elämä (liian paljon vaihtuu, ja liian usein) uuden elämän aloitus, lämmin ilmapiiri, ihmisten aito inhimillisyys jota olen kokenut päivittäin, joten, yksi suuri syy miksi häpeän olla suomalainen nainen. 

I thought, and I believed in the existence of a strong link with the and you just can not turn off pretty easily .. Oh, how wrong I was, I can see it now. When I was alone, and hell, and the big surprise was the most beautiful possible: Sister adversary

Kaarina came to help me, the only person who wanted to help and she, along with her husband with Ari, transferred me to live with them to Turku. When I left the other side of world he, of course, Ari was involved in all but Kaarina sister was closer and dearer, support, and advised their best, of course, I tried to do the same as well as my sister and her husband as I was in their wings, and when I left far away from hugging and we promised to keep in touch. Return to start as it turned out, little by little became cooler in the words and messages, when suddenly, out of ALL contact with my ​​sister. I'm disabled and stupid, extensive brain damage received, so I'm really do a lot of mistakes and wrong, but I have asked my sister to correct me on the way I do, and she has promised. So, which may be entered between us? I know the computer + online games are everything to her, but that that?! When even I knew what I did so very wrong, that she send a one-word or say any word, Ari told them to be in perfect condition when I asked how they were concerned. Is this kind of adult behavior? I was hoping to help my sister / take-part book-making, if she would turn the text in English, as she is better English than I do. So now I'm alone, no home, no home town, not in the home country, no friends and no family, therefore, I guess not. What do I have? Beautiful, variable life (too many changes and too often) the start of a new life, a warm atmosphere, the people's genuine humanity of which I have experienced on a daily basis, so, one big reason why the shame to be a Finnish woman.

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Welcome... And welgo part 3.

Well well... Egyptian men can be good, half is bad, thats wht few good man advised me when came to Hurghada. They r my good friends, couple is my saving angel, end part of them... Feel sick even when think of them. Good men found great flat to me to rent it, 1 bed room, ground floor, small garden inside of fence, guiet area in Sakkala and papa Romany own this villa. Am happy that they help me to find this, papa Romany is honst, trustworthy and soooo kindly man who do all his best to help me and take care of me, even he: no english and me: no arabic. He promised me, when move inn, all include to rent price, internet also but, wht happen after moved in? Papa don't know about computers, he asked his 'friend' to bring cable and man came, bring cable inside since my laptop, asked him to write in laptop username and password and then hell was born! Mohamed didn't write it, even after many times asking, he started to think if prb is into my laptop.. He told this tio papa Romany and his son, who started to explain to every neighbours that prb is into my laptop. Mohamed came, cable is broken, he told me, and he'll bring new cable to me after 2 hours. Now hv gone 1 month and 9 days= 2 hours, orsome, kjäh. 8-} Asked every one with who spoke, that who can put cable to me. 3 weeks every fucking day after asked CAN some one put internet to me, one wonderful egyptian man, about 33y old Ramadan understood my asking, called to his friend who came next day.25y old Mahmoud,  came into my home, outside warned him: if u say to me that prb is into my laptop bf u even look at it, gonna beat u and hardly! He laughted to me and after we was inn, he walked straight close to laptop, FIRST TIME! He checked it, asked: can I take it with, go now to the near being Hot-Cafe to check it clearly? Of course, do all wht u can if u find some way to put internet. He went, later came back and told me: tomorrow will come again, u want cable or wify? Answered that if I can choise, wify, thx and so was happen! Next day this WONDERFUL Mahmoud came with all things, put all and SUPRISE!! Access point started right then working and Mahmoud smiled and told me: there wasn't prb into ur laptop! HALLELUJAA, first egyptian man CHECKED thing bf start to say any!!Understood then that young man but professional into his work so, if u travel to Hurghada and want internet, call to Mahmoud: 01001533861  he will help u and QUICKLY. Very positive suprise, this professional man Mahmoud, THX for this!

Welcome... Orthen noup, part 2.

Now something in my own, fro my heart to 80-90 million ppl in Egypt, and it start like this: After arrived to Hurghada, started to walk on the street, to super market, etc and many men (women r hiding at home) came next, and still come, to me, start to talk, soon speaking moving to the  egyptian situation today. Too many wanna change country to live or moved already, in here being ppl say: I hate Egypt now, bf it was my own home country! WHY SO? I start to ask this same, and why can't u all do some? Answer is: We can't do any, we had to give up. Why? Did u all try bf gave up? IF yes, WHT did u all try? My answer is: nothing.Revolution after revolution but why? Who know, REALLY?? Will go on my message: Why can't u all wake up ur family, friends, neighbours, etc,  and take ur own country into ur own hands?? After it all is up to u all, isn't it? In this way u can change this country to grow up, more tourism, more businesses, less stealing ( for example mursi& his covernment have stolen egyptian money millions pounds, hiding, lying and explaining why we can't do any, only talk) etc? Politician= excatly this all! This same thing is in every country over the world but Egypt is the best example cs believe that Egypt IS mother of Earth! mursi& covernment to the c ourt, judge and jail, after it u all can CHOISE, wich one is good enough to 80-90 million ppl, lying or WELL DONE WORK? 1 strong and right-minding person with new covernment can make every law, right, freedom and wanting to try every one own best. Am alone, am from Finland so strange, am disable and am tired to the end of this! WHO THE FUCK WAKE UP??!! 1 person can't do any, couple hundred can make only small evolution maybe with blood but all these ppl can win this couple hundred scheater SOOOO EASILY! Who IS strong enought to start this: TAKE UR OWN FUCKING COUNTRY INTO UR OWN HANDS, no one else can make it to looks like u all! This is my message with picture, if snall, worm gesture wake up something small into ur mind and heart... Good night, SLEEPING BEAUTY EGYPT. 

Welcome.. Orthen not.

Write blogs only things, what happen to me and this is one thing, u should think carefully: U, if u r a woman, or if u r a man, ur mom, sister, ur woman or ur daughter, travel without man, mean alone, to longer holiday, vacation or move to stay so then be careful. U come, for example to Egypt, and straight into Hurghada airport officers can say in english ONLY this: sit down! U hear it, wht ever u ask of them. If ur loggage or hand bag, or other is missing, u hv to loose and give up, at last after they say to u hundred times: sit down!  IF u don't want to leave without ur things, u start to faight to find these. U don't accept that by next week u can take ur things, u want these now and walk back inside hall where is loggage line (or some, my english is horrible!) So, SUPRISE! Ur things is close to officer office room, alone, so why u hv to wait cs all is next to u?? Only because u R woman and in Egypt men think only they r human, women r something under animals.I win this war after 4 hours fighting! Big police officer was close to my shirt and this disable walked few meter bf powers finished, but with all my things came out from airport! YES! Then, when u r in Hurghada city, u need to buy some, or internet, etc and u ask some to help u to find place where u want to go. English language is good but is it enough with woman? U ask address once, - I help u. Nothing happen so u ask second time. Same happen, so after 4-7 times u ask same, u'll loose ur nervs and maybe u say this: Can u believe that win here women have voice too. And they can even use it, so maybe am woman and use my voice to u veeery slowly. Perhaps u'll understand then. Then u ask samed question and really slowly, he'll get it at last and bring u where u need to go. If u stay for longer time, u want internet into ur laptop, right? So, u want (for example) cable into ur hotel, flat, etc, BUT! Fitter come to u with cable but he just CAN*T write or say username and password to u, WHY? I really don't know but maybe some one get to know in future, but lets go back to this case: So after fitter go out, u try to connect. Can ur laptop take connect without username and often, password? My laptop, win 7 home premium, can't. It need username and fitter didn't write it, he told to every one: problem is into this woman laptop! So no connect. U ask another fitter cs u need to take connect to net but.. This fitterknow already, WITHOUT check ur laptop, that problem IS into ur laptop! After weeks asking, fighting, etc u r maybe tired and start to think can woman alone feel herself happy cs no one can look at ur laptop, alwsays prb is in there ur, laptop. Then u can tell to egyptian men: Prb is NOT into my laptop, prb is AFTER it! PRB is ME!! U go to ur neighbour, in there is wify, ur laptop work like an angel. Why not into ur home? Cs in neighbour living HUSBAND and wife, u r alone so this is one reason why alone being women can be happy when we travel to the Arab countries and Africa. Other countries don't know, yet.In Egypt half of men, married or singles, want sex, other half want money. Few sensible man want u to go marry with man who take care of u and protect u. Welcome in these countries, ladies!!

Why finnish person is beast?

Only 1 example now, why person from Finland is beast:If u wanna move, or keep vacation, into other country, inside OR outside of EU, u want to rent house, flat, villa, wht ever so u search it in internet. When u find one u like it, u start to ask details of it. If person from country where u want to go, price is normal wht is price way in this country, for example Spain or Egypt, BUT if finnish person is flat, etc owner, price is 200-400 EURO'S more in this same apartment!! Why it is so?? Every one can think by self cause so many wanna moved to Finland but is it paradise? Maybe not, if ppl can understand ONLY money and power, orhow? So, 1 wink to u: when u neewd to know real price home u wanna rent, ASK whole home from person country in where u wanna go. Good night to u, u and all of u.